Tuesday, April 8, 2014

I'm sorry. goodbye.

I'm sorry I could not be patient.
that I could not trust.
that I could not continue to be vulnerable
without anything in return.

why could you have not throw me a bone?
instead you took my heart on another rollercoaster ride.
this is why I just wanted to try and be friends.
i was hoping
that maybe then you would treat me right.

I realize now we can never be friends like that.
nor if I ever really wanted to be.

I want to taste your heart
on your thick lips.
I want to breath your love
on your soft skin.

I want you to tell me
it is all going to be okay.
I want you to tell me that you love me.
like I love you.

I love your strength
but I also need your weakness.
I need your honesty.

I need your arms around me
but you are never there
just like a Cake song.

So I have no choice
but to stop giving you real estate in my head.
Maybe some day you will see my value.
but until then...
I'm sorry but
Goodbye, my love.

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