Sunday, October 16, 2011

Get your Freak on!

He asked me to tell him why his fucked up body can be ok.
He asked me to tell him why his fucked up body can be ok.

As my own brain scream at my own failure...
As my own body pushes against it's edges.

I look upon a sweet face,
Learning how cruel the world can be.

I want him to know how more than ok he is.
I want him to know how more than ok I am.


I want him to know getting lost in a lover's embrace
To loose yourself in the moment and forget
to forget the body
the incongruency

I want him to know joys that can't be held back
Can't be held back by
By our internal mirrors

I want him to know
That he is beautiful.
Perfect
Lovable

Can I send him my heart?
Over the electronic waves
That connect east to west

Can I find him in dreamland?
Can we touch skin in the night
Through the dream waves
That connect east to west

Then will he know
Will he be able to access
That innate sexuality?
Then will this boy blossom?

What can I say that will help
Help
Him know he is sexy
Hot
Beautiful...

Then will words like freak
Fucked up
Normal
Will they loose there meaning?
Will they loose their collective meaning?
Can we forget them from our collective consciousness?
Can we make new words?
Different words?
Can we have different body parts?
Can they have different meanings?
Different uses?

Can we create our own language?
Vocabulary?
Redefine the awkward
The untrue words used to describe our bodies, our hearts, our minds.

Can we usurp the oppressive language used against?
The language used to define whether we are
Real...

Can I talk about my cock
his cock?
Can I talk about this fucking?
Can I give it new meaning,
Empowering meaning?
Sexy meaning?
Can I redefine freak?
Can we get freaky?

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