Thursday, June 9, 2011

Eat my Glitter! aka Fucking!

(Possible trigger warning as per usual with my work)

I am impeccable!
Eat my glitter!
pushing through shit
having conversations .
on the hows and whys
moving my mouth in relation
to the vowels and sighs.

and there was one
i was sad i didn’t get to
get to
experience
experience sex
sober.
i was sad i didn’t get to experience sex sober.

end story

start
the one who stole my heart
no I am not ready yet

start
my heart is a vessel.
a ship
sailing on its way to love
of everything.

I am the lone sailor.
I am the whisper
in a story book.
I am the story
you never truly had.

end story

Zhe had this huge cock zhe liked to be fucked with
and a harness.
It was difficult for me to think of my cock any smaller than that dick was.
but the size of my cock is of no consequence to the person receiving it when you get the choose your own adventure pack.

Zhe had the perfect voice to be a sex phone operator. We had phone sex all the time. It was hot. I really wanted that relationship again. It was what it was. So simple. So complete. I didn’t have to invest much into it.
I got less out of it than I invested.
I guess that is pretty standard.

no more.
move on.

I am so shallow when it comes to dating. I get caught in the physical needs associated with it. But right now I will stand alone because it is when we can stand alone we can...
we can...
we can...
create the possibility of being more than half of a couple.
And in this moment,
I will find the me that is the full being.
And I will find the you that is a full being.
And we will connect as full beings of light.
And it will be like fucking the angel of america.

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